On being an a-hole (part 2?)

Deja vu I think I've posted like this before.

I am fortunate enough to have some of the most stellar friends and fam a person could hope for. Sometimes, I focus on peripheral people/things at the expense of the people who are the most important--and that really sucks. It definitely sparks the self-loathing and is just a general BUMMER.

I wouldn't be surprised if my fiber-optic network of peeps feels that the friendship with me is somewhat unilateral lately and for that I universally apologize and simply state that I LUFF you all and hope that I can somehow repay all the awesomeness directed my way.

Remember, I AM an oldest child! (not an excuse though).

BIG luff and thanks to my friends for putting up with me. Hoping to repay it somehow, some day!